Peyton: “Bless me, Father, for I have sinned. You see, lately I’ve been having impure thoughts about..” Actually, I haven’t been doing very well, lately. This is the first time I’ve been in a church since my mom died. I think about her every day. I just.. I wonder what she would say to me right now, if she could see me and see how I’ve been living. And I wonder if she knows on most days I fall short of being the person she wanted me to be. Or I wonder if she saw me do that line of coke last week. And the thing is, I don’t even know why I did it. You know, my life is pretty good. It is. But I was just searching for something to make it great. Just something to make it matter. So, I don’t know. I guess last week when I had the change to change that and it was just right there in front of me I guess I was just scared to let that go. But I know it was wrong. And I want my mom to know that. And I want her to know that I am not that person and I’m not going to be.